Shotgun And/or Guitar?

Ok well, tomorrow I may start music classes again. Signed up for a Classical Guitar class. This will be my 5th semester learning guitar. I've done very poorly in this class, in the past..I think I've learned one song that I can play well...and thats only the accompaniment. But I think I was learning a couple of new songs. For me going to college, I'm like learning how to learn. I thought I might try again but I also seem to have a difficult time. I think the Teacher hates me. I get distracted cause I'd like to have a lot of girlfriends to sex me up...Yet nada and I'm 42 years old.

Juxsapose this to me need to buy a firearm. A shotgun actually, I'm worried about my mom, who's going to protect her? She's presently living in a 2 story four bedroom house by herself in a city, where I live. She wont let me stay with her, ( can't move in). She owns a 357. Magnum, it belonged to her ex-husband. But I worry about her, in an emergency, she'd have to be a good shot with that magnum, she'd probably miss. I thought a Shotgun would be a better choice. A shotgun is more effective at close range in large spaces has good range..and discouraging to a would be intruder.
Plus I think I need to own at least one firearm. After all I'm the only male in the family and I don't even have a gun.

I've been putting it off for the longest time, Its the reason I initially choose to learn music rather than buy a gun. For two years now I've been messing with the guitar. I'm a mediocre player at best , the chicks don't dig me as much as I like. I figure I might as well shoot everybody..fuck-em for not digging me.

Seriously I don't know if music and guns mix. I don't think there a good mixture. I can I cultivate my muse if then I going to shoot it? Its always better to choose life rather than music... But like the Paul McCartney song, sometimes you have to give in a cry...To live and let die. But sometimes it always to choose life.