They want me to "Dick it"...

Well this may be my last post as I have said earlier. My protest have brought changes, thanks to the California Department of Fair employment and housing, I'm in a new room, but now I am under more harassment and pressure than ever.

I signed a conciliation agreement between the Oakland Community Housing management and myself. It was ill advised maybe to sign without the help of a lawyer on my side, but I felt that it was the best I could get, given the evidence of collusion of the management of the Oaks hotel to interfere with my civil rights, and the proof I had of this. So I signed, in doing that ,I forfeited some my right to sue the Hotel in civil court over this matter. However the State can re-open the case within one year if they feel the Hotel has not acted in good faith with the agreement if that's accurate. All the conciliation agreement basically says is that the hotel;

1. The hotel has to move me away from the tenant in 711.

2. The Hotel personnel has to attend meeting having to do with tenants rights based on California laws on fair employment and housing. Within 60 days.

3. The hotel as to disseminate materials based on California Law on fair housing to tenants and propective tenants within 30 days of signed agreement.

That's not much for my rights. I get to move, hurray. But I am still being harassed MORE..and it over the tenant in 711. For instance the neighbor next to me, possible another troll ( with heart) in Rm 514 has been very obnoxious lately. He has a tendency to slam doors in the middle of the night, disturbing my sleep. Then I can hear him talking in the next room..he thinks I should "play" with said tenant in 711, maybe he'd like someone to play with....
Worse though is that I think he is being egged on by other tenants in the hotel whose aim it seems tobe to "Whore" me or "punk me".

Work is becoming difficult as I cannot travel or work without running into people who know about my situation. Some of the African-Americans youths are the worse, they make threats, they even threaten my mother. Some have found out where she lives and thugs walk by or drive by her house ,tatting her, making threats at her as if there going to rape her? My mother takes care of my grandmother and some other children there.

By trying to help my mother I inadvertently brought them the attention to these thugs. Don't they have mothers? All this to protect that guy in 711 ", molester, white man" what ever the hell he is?

I have talked to people at the California Fair Employment and Housing, they aren't much help anymore, cause of the agreement I think , hands are tied. the case is closed sort of speak. They tell me I have to make a NEW complaint, they wont open the old complaint, despite on the fact I mention that they may not have honored the spirit of the law, and My complaint is still based on the old one.

For instance they moved someone else into my old room shortly after they moved me out of Rm. 611. If the hotel management knows that his guy in Rm.711 is some sort of sexual predator, then why move someone else in 611? Does the new person in 611 know about this guy in 711 (he will) or his rights under California law? A new pet for that guy in 711? Is that lawful? When I call the Department of Fair Employment and Housing and tell them this , that people have been threatening my family, and people walk by make threats here at the hotel. They want to know WHO, WHO ,Who. Well sometimes I don't always know who, most are people I don't know , and don't know me. Sounds weird? Maybe they are people who seem to like what this hotel is doing..And there is good drug dealing business here within the hotel, not to mention prostitution..Illegal I believe under California law...But this was overlooked during the complaint I had against this Hotel.

Is California interested in enforcing anti-discrimination Law? A painful question if your a citizen here.

Well why not leave! Yes lord, if that were a option I'd leave, move to another State. But now that my family is involved then I might be leaving them vunerable, particularly if noone knows was is going down here. I even recently got an offer to MOVE..to another hotel. Threats have been made that if I leave...people will retaliated against me, plus I beginning to think that I might be safer staying here..As they say," keep your friend close, but keep your enemies closer". This place might be safer but not saner for me.

I have no wish to escalate all this into a possible battle against the State , drug dealers and management with the Hotel. All I wanted to do was to get a room, work my job and possibly retire has I'll be eligible to do soon. But events here make that very difficult if unlikely. Perhaps I knew I could leave without my relative being harassed I would. I 'm tempted to run just to drop everything and leave now... But where would that leave me. I could cooperate with these forces around here that want me to "Dick this guy". Maybe that would save my mother and family, bu tthey have been harassing her since I've been pondering writing this. Interfacing with that guy in 711 , could hurt me legally, (as I wont have any credibility), might injure my health, and my pride. I guess this is easier than being dead but not for me at this time. I guess in a way I have a relationship with that guy in 711, an unwanted one..interfacing with that guy in any way will make that worse if not impossible to get away from.

After a difficult night here thanks to tenants here, all the thoughts and fears of leaving,loosing my job, trying to get by with little money, in fear of people possibly coming after me, or retaliating against my family, being homeless..Is nearly driving me crazy.

Perhaps the only way I can fight back is by getting publicity about my problem, protesting about it, making it known to the public, lest if somethin happens to me or my family , maybe someone will understand why. Hoping help some help to come along.

Okay so African-American care about they're kids that why they're keeping that guy in 711 locked up here, they don't want him out in the general community, but how come it so easy for brothers to kill each other, threaten there families, give there money to other races so that they have none, but protect child molesters and people who want to exploit us.