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I tried enroll at the local Community college near me. This is against my better instincts because I have had difficulties there concerning my present situation when I was living at the Oaks, it started inferring with my schooling as the instructors and the students starting hearing of my plight...and or I felt I was becoming an embarrassment to the other African-Americans going to class here. At the time I was taking a music class...Classic Guitar. So I hear stuff like "He's a ho, He's got to Ho,. The instructor would get a little funny, like it was my imperative to service this troll at the Oaks whom all this other African-Americans brought me to, cause he was one of them.

I finished my objective as far as the Guitar goes, I wanted to finish at least 4 semester unit of Classic Guitar to just learn how to play the guitar. I think I accomplished that; by the 2 semester I got an electric guitar, and a amp and was trying ..Jamming in a local public park ( by the local City hall). I had real fun doing this .I just wanted to spread alittle peace/love out into the world and community by playing my music and hopefully encourage other youth to do the same. I charmed the birdies and insects for a while. Some disheveled looking bird gawked at me while landing on a tree right next to me, it look at my amp, looked at my guitar, gawkwed again and flew off . I liked to play the scales on the guitar. Some girls offered me a dollar while playing, I met a lot of other musicians in the park who were a lot better than me.

Unfortunately I was attacked by some youths in the park, they trashed my Amp, someone stole my guitar and I got beat up pretty good. One day in the hospital, one night in the emergency room. Maybe it was related to my problems at the Hotel again. It is been really hard to practice after that.I miss my Amp, but mostly I miss being able to practice in that park..that was the place , I'm afraid if I practice outdoors around here I might get accosted by of these youths again, it doesn't seem worth it.But maybe I should use what cahones I go and practice there again when there are some cops around.

I am kind of concerned about the youth around here. They need jobs and they need to SPEAK UP concerning the political situation in the City, State and Country, but maybe our leaders aren't hearing them. It seems unfair to penalize youths for the mistakes the adults and there forefathers made.

Anyway I wondered if it was a good idea to get back in the music again, after all , I might be hitting the road soon, unfortunately the Instructor didn't show up, maybe he got wind that I had enrolled in his class again. At the same time it might have been kinda dumb to put myself in that situation again, but that being that I saw a old female acquaintance there,( maybe she enrolled because of me) and its near Black History month in the U.S.A ( Martin Luther King Jr. Birthday and the anniversary of Rosa Parks Bus Boycott) maybe it wasn't so dumb. There was a youth on the radio talking about this ..Maybe I'll talk more about this on another post

I hate to interrupt my tirade about the "Tree of Evil", but who's reading that crap? Some people have many friends and make tons of money, what do they care about the "tree of Evil"? Not stuff I'd use to strike up a conversation up with a babe,maybe unless she's into the Qabala. I'm I turning into Charles Manson? IF I just started taking about this stuff to someone they would just think I was a wierd intense person. I might post some more just for the hell of it, as I found it helpful not to post alot of stuff about MY problems cause it doesn't tend to make me feel better, but I forget the reason I started this blog was that I want a written record out somewhere about my trials and tributations concerning what I was going through with my action against the Oaks Hotel. If something happened to me, at least there would be a public record of what happened with names and pictures.

I'm reminded through by the old Michael Jackson song, and other well-to-do people " If you want to make the world a better place , take a look at yourself and make that change" thats what I said to myself has I got through four semesters of classic guitar.