Face the Nation...

I just watched Larry Summers a member in the Obama administration, former Clinton advisor on "Face The Nation" ( an American political journalism program on popular media), although I think he was honest in his assessment in the direction this nation is heading, He's one of the People who helped create this financial mess the country is in. . Boy, have they really wrecked this Country. I try not to be prejudge or anti-Semitic, but its just been my observation over the years.

I don't see how Larry Summers should be giving advice to the Country about anything...all their ( Fiscal liberals) policies have done is created a huge deficits, with possibly no way out. Now they got to make galling cutbacks and tax the hell out of people, and that's definitely going to hurt any recovery this Nation is going to make and that's if they can get the jobs back.

This affects me cause I was over Moms house. I'm 47, but I'm worried about my mom, she's 60+ years old, she really been the only woman in my life, but If I value my life, sanity and possibly the lives of others maybe I may have to abandon her there. Its like I have to live in two places at one time ( I'M a Gemini rising). My Mom takes care of her mother,and my niece who is 19 year old a a sort of socially depressed urban setting. Plus I don't have much of a social life.

Recently I 've been having disturbing ideas, I'm trying to get help but, just running into slight delays now, seems my normal counselor , wants to plays emotional games or whatever... he's not available.

So I think about getting the hell out. I afraid if I stay here , I'm going to end up in Prison, Dead soon, or possibly harming others.. and this is over some bullshit. This little community has problems that THEY can't deal with so they try to blame or coerce others in taking action, when they themselves maybe be the blame, and this is like an epidemic in this community ..part of the reason this country is in soo much trouble now, because people are willing to look away, and not do anything. If someone is being raped right in front of you, should you not provide assistance, instead of deriding the victim as "Being too cold"?

Its mostly cause I kinda want out...of wherever, just somewhere a country that more together than the U.S, I mean am I just putting myself in jeopardy staying here. maybe its just better to leave.